My later postings talked of how I would face my health-destroying demons. It seems as though they won the first round. I struggle to maintain the level of health my body and spirit needs in order to have complete balance. It seems like it's a constant fight. Then I had to reflect, "Who am I facing in battle in order to safe guard my health?" It is me! I was not facing my demon. I talk and wrote about what I wanted to do. Instead, I should have proclaim, "I am facing it!" Real talk; dealing with the good as well as the bad only supports future understandings. Bad experiences in life are greater in lesson, for in them wisdom brings back the control of a losing self.
